Second verse, same as the first...

I've been contemplating what I should post for a few days now.

I was going to do the typical thing and do a New Years post, as many bloggers often do. And as New Year's approached, I felt little urge to post anything at all. I had an idea, and it sort of slipped away on me.

It made me think what's there to post?

What's the saying? "If you've got nothing nice to say, don't say anything at all"?

And I found myself with nothing good to say. Major buzzkill, I know.

Maybe it's the absence of Andromeda. Maybe it's the overall lack of direction I constantly feel. Maybe even the Winter blahs. I just don't understand what there is to celebrate. Yippee, it's another new year.

Another year has come and gone. Much like the previous year, and the year before that. It all just feels...interminable. And I'm not really sure what I can possibly do about it.

There just seems no satisfaction in anything. No challenge. Nothing really worth fighting for. In fact, that's exactly how I feel...I feel like a knight without a cause. A soldier without a proper war. Completely lost in a world I can't relate to.

And with all likelyhood, this new year will probably pan out exactly like the last.

I'll blink and miss it. And wonder what the Hell just happened.

I really need to change this pattern. I can't keep distracting myself from all the problems I have. Can't keep playing the shell game against my own psyche.

Now....go!